my love is short

My love is my short hair

i was posed a question:
What are the most appealing and attractive of you?
i really think it through and observe:
i would say short hair, eyeliner and a heavy slap of mascara

i was posed a thought:
We are always attracted to the same type of people and attract the same type too. Do you agree?
i do not have to think twice.
It is real. Of course it is.

My type: love God, leader type, nice, kind, always smiling, humorous, sweet-natured and when i dig deeper, they are not that holy as they looked

I was their type : looking for someone that can serve God with them. I could be a good partner with whom i am assigned with. Later i found out, they never consider me as their top priority. i felt used and not important.
mostly, they are dollar-concious, not attentive,
however kind-hearted and helpful
at the end, i became a co-worker rather than a life partner

frustration.....

God, let me know that your love is greater than life itself....Amen.

Psalm 63
A psalm of David.
When he was in the Desert of Judah as i am in a desert of no love.

1 O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you;
my soul thirsts for you,
my body longs for you,
in a dry and weary land
where there is no water.
2 I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory.
3 Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you.
4 I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands.
5 My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods;
with singing lips my mouth will praise you.
6 On my bed I remember you;
I think of you through the watches of the night.
7 Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.
8 My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me.