i deserved to be happy too

My dear,

i tread the ground you walk on

i

take in the air you breathe in

i was cautious of the looking eyes

i have to be careful not to leave traces

sometimes, i even have to leave misleading evidence

for these paparazzi to devour

to have a little peace of my own.

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so many considerations

that they are taking a toll on me

why do i have suffer all these pressure?

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i relish on the freedom and joy i used to have

i want to revive the pleasure of non-attachment

"me for the world, the world for me."

i want to embrace the earth.

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God, give me wisdom

and lead me not into regrets

of my later life.

Give me the courage to trust and love.

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Dear companions,

Don't peer at me (i can feel your eyes crawling on me)

Don't doubt me

i am innocent

i am just a consequence of situation

Do not bind what God has set free

"Noooooo................................."

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Dear me,

i am not a victim nor a sufferer

i am an overcomer and victor

i deserve to be fulfilled and loved too.

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For i am convinced that neither death nor life,

neither angels nor demons,

neither the present nor the future,

nor any powers

neither height nor depth,

nor anything else in all creation,

will be able to separate us from the love of God

that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38-39

I believe so, do you?