engulf

No matter where i look

i saw the shadows of the past

the reflections of the unseen

everything reminds me of you

so fragmented yet vividly apparent...

am i missing you?

i tell myself repeatedly

i don't

but i am enjoying in this immersing pain

engulfed by an airy invisibility

why do you have to appear in him?

why do i see you in him?

is it comforting or painful?

just confusing...

i do not think i am able to

put my trust in another soul

at least, not for now