fairy tale

am i imagining this?

i make you flush

i make you smile

i could change you with my thoughts

moulding you into how i wanted you to be

am i crazy?

thinking that you would fall for me

am i crazy?

am i even concious?

when you are not with me,

i do not feel your absence

when you gone,

i still feel that you are here

standing opposite you

feels like standing next to you

smiling at myself

is like smiling at you

i think i need medication

aspirin, please....

but it is too simple...

too easy...

unbelievable

i no longer believe in fairy tales

how is it possible that i could live in one?