i am a bird

Once....
i went to a conference
organised by Hope

a sister prophesied to me
" i do not know you but i see a bird
flying freely, happily in the sky
Does it mean anything to you? "

i was puzzled, muted and ...?

it was rarely that
i came out for prohecy
i felt that i know what God has for me
i do not need someone to assure me on that



it was out of ordinary,
that day.

that prophesy does not mean
much to me since


then i read a book by Anthony Robbins
inside i read, in a chapter
and i have to rank my priorities on life


and i found out that
financial independence is inferior
compared to freedom

i am a free spirited person.
everything i did was out of
freedom
searching....

find my own way
out of box mentality

i am a bird

that prohecy is realizing


the second time


a pastor prophesied to me

"you are given a gift
of administration
you will see details"


i was .....frozen

i do not want to be seeing details
people of thus
are picky, pin pointing,
full of words but no substance


i am not very enthusiastic


then i went to the second prophecy session
by the same pastor
the same camp

He said, " Your child of God
would like to give thanks
for the prohecy of gifting in
administration."


Ehm... i think i was far from gratitude
but i think i received the affirmation

there was no third attempt.


then it appears....

i was seeing things
further, deeper, more precise


at first, i was hesitant
unwilling to been as a picky or troublesome person

then, i see that it was necessary,

so i went beyond
always careful to be seen as helpful
not burdensome


finally, i am assured
i really can see details
very detailed

i was awe struck


How come?

it was not me.
it was the gifting of God to complete His Church of God.

i will never question any prophecy upon me.

Not Yet!