the blue sky....

she raised her hands to the sky
and said, " the blue sky."
first time when she was ten
the second time, she was 25

a little girl abducted at the age of 10
for 15 years in the basement of a farmhouse
captivated in darkness and inhygienic condition
received the abuses of any thinkable and unthinkable actions

waiting for help and rescue...
gradually losing hope and gave up....

one day, after 15 years
she escaped
and murdered 3 other people
who in her mind have neglected
and caused this impediment onto her

who could have blamed her?
anyone could go insane in such circumstances
a person so secluded could be delusioned
and drived insane

i could not blame her...

anyway, this is an episode of the drama i watched: "Mr. Brain."

i cried my heart out in the end when the lady said, "i surrender. Anyway, i am already used to be a captive and prisoner."

i reflected on myself;
- i need to see hope
- i will always forgive

forgive the transgressions of your transgressors so that the Father in the Heaven will forgive all my sins

i am glad that God enters my life

Forgiveness is the highest value one could have
and it is found freely in God

to us: sin
to God: forgiveness

i am grateful that i am a reborn Christian
no longer live in the basement of darkness