so far yet so near......

this picture sums up my feeling in this moment......

sometimes you look at the sky...

and thinks: this is so far yet so near....

it is beyond reach, however, somehow

just could feel that i can grasp that

i can

is it faith or pure imagination?

sometimes the predicted becomes unpredictable

the unpredictable seems to be affirmed

gosh...

surprises upon suspenses

God,

i believe that everything is Your amazing works of Your Hand

it is as if you are saying:

my plan is higher than your plan....

when you suffer, you suffer with me

count it a blessing when you despair

i shall be with you when you are down

i know i had to be strong

but, there is just that little girl in me

can you please take her away from me...

i don't want to listen to her whimpering and wimps....

i want You, Your Voice and assurance

God, take me......

take me into Your arms

Give me rest and peace

Let me see the vision for my cg, sheeps, family, church and ministry

You know that i never grumble for the hard works

Because i know that it has always been You, doing all these

Recently, i awaken at odd hours at dawn, is it You talking to me, or am i anxious or i had the urge to pray for issues....????

I had a dream that made me afraid. As i was laying on my bed, the images and visions that passed through my mind terrified me.

Daniel 4: 5