meant something (move on)

it meant a lot to know that i at least meant something to you....

it means a lot when.....
you look back at me
you make me angry
make me jealous....

it is confusing to consider whether to be angry or touched...

i am simply a person who could let go of anything
that God does not allow or not in His Will

cause everyone needs to move on....

suddenly felt like crying....
feeling so stupid...

however, i will move on
just as you did too....


Dear God,
Sometimes it is so hard to have something that just slipped through,
and i realised nothing that i have is really mine
It is by Your Grace that i have my family
and to be able to serve Your People and Your house.
I love you..
In Jesus 's name.
Amen.