one life.one destination.: April 2010

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so far yet so near......

this picture sums up my feeling in this moment......

sometimes you look at the sky...

and thinks: this is so far yet so near....

it is beyond reach, however, somehow

just could feel that i can grasp that

i can

is it faith or pure imagination?

sometimes the predicted becomes unpredictable

the unpredictable seems to be affirmed

gosh...

surprises upon suspenses

God,

i believe that everything is Your amazing works of Your Hand

it is as if you are saying:

my plan is higher than your plan....

when you suffer, you suffer with me

count it a blessing when you despair

i shall be with you when you are down

i know i had to be strong

but, there is just that little girl in me

can you please take her away from me...

i don't want to listen to her whimpering and wimps....

i want You, Your Voice and assurance

God, take me......

take me into Your arms

Give me rest and peace

Let me see the vision for my cg, sheeps, family, church and ministry

You know that i never grumble for the hard works

Because i know that it has always been You, doing all these

Recently, i awaken at odd hours at dawn, is it You talking to me, or am i anxious or i had the urge to pray for issues....????

I had a dream that made me afraid. As i was laying on my bed, the images and visions that passed through my mind terrified me.

Daniel 4: 5

Spiritual Gifts (family)

(1) Angie's result

(2) Karen's result

(3) Mum's result

Bleeding heart........

Is this how your heart looks like?

pierced, broken, cracked, bounded, wounded........

we would try our best to fix it....

with band-aid, sew it...

anyhow...

broken is broken

so..........

keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding....

The Lord is close to the broken hearted

and saved those who are crushed in spirit

Psalm 34: 18

Are you broken hearted

or crushed?

Praise be to the Lord

we are now closest to him

Dear God,

Draw me close to you. As i am crying in the dark. Comtemplating on how lonely i am. Be with me. In Jesus's name we pray, amen.

Pull me out....

i wish i could really say such statement

sometimes, i felt like i am treadding on two parallel lines

left foot on one, right foot on another one

would this be considered as double life?

this is like suppressing or repressing...

at least i have you, blog that i can pour out....

whoosh.....

Dear God,

i am really struggling between these 2 personalities

or perhaps a new life in You and a past life that keep pulling me back

there is 2 forces working here, the power of the cross and the desire to be ME

i don't want ME, i want You in my life

Help me to break this

Jesus, pull me out. Amen.

i cried out to Him with my mouth,

his praise was on my tongue,

if i had cherished sin in my heart,

the Lord would not have listened,

but God has surely listened,

and heard my voice in prayer.

Psalm 66: 17-19

teardrop

i have learnt an important lesson

sometimes, i need to fight against natural yearning

it is that tugging feeling that i have to do it before it is too late

sometimes things are meant to be let go and let it be

i made that stupid mistake

and i suffered for the night

and i am much better and wiser now

thinking back, i just could not believe how turmoil ly i was

how funny it is, reflecting back

i am not going to look back

look to the front, and keep marching, angie....

thats it...

Dear God,

I am the weakest when i think i am strong

i become stronger as i grow weak

because i depend on you

my tower of strength and refuge

sometimes, i just need a hug

and You gave me a big one.

Thanks Jesus.

Amen.

it meant a lot to know that i at least meant something to you....

it means a lot when.....
you look back at me
you make me angry
make me jealous....

it is confusing to consider whether to be angry or touched...

i am simply a person who could let go of anything
that God does not allow or not in His Will

cause everyone needs to move on....

suddenly felt like crying....
feeling so stupid...

however, i will move on
just as you did too....

Dear God,
Sometimes it is so hard to have something that just slipped through,
and i realised nothing that i have is really mine
It is by Your Grace that i have my family
and to be able to serve Your People and Your house.
I love you..
In Jesus 's name.
Amen.

treasures............

And i found these babes online.
where sharing is loving.
definite in love.
i found my passion (birds) i love birds!
these bloggers are like sisters to me....

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