is it because........

i have stop blogging for some time
or do i intend to stop altogether?

writing used to be my passion
my drive to live my life
why?

is it because....

i have to babysit and care for my sisters that i have less personal time
i could not face what is in my life, writing is forcing every string of thought into words
i have lost zest in life, what is there that deserves to be recorded?
i have unfinished job, too many jobs on hand and on hold?

why? why?
the why no longer matters because i intend...

to start again, to start anew
personal time for thinking especially is important to me to keep my sanity
i do not wait for external motivation, it should come from the inside
Holy Spirit, stir in me!

i must keep writing
keep drving
keep moving...forward that is!